30 July 2005, 11:35 PM
Take me to the place you wanna go;
Let's just say, i'm dead beat. from the past two days i've been out early in the morning and back late at night. tired out but glad my neck's feeling so much better. :)
Went to school on Friday, cos my mum thought i was missing out too much on lessons. then stayed back to help paint the wall and my, i was melting in the sun! haha damn hot please then headed home ta change for drama night. went to Celeste's house to meet her then went to SJI. got lost cos taxi driver was just driving aroung aimlessly hoping to find the word SJI somewhere, and the fare came up to like 12 bucks. luckily he charged us lesser or else he would be like found dead in some ulu street or something. okay i was kidding.
Concert wasn't that fantastic, but the last part was freaking scandalous. ;P haha was quite entertaining. then went town to eat before heading home to sleep.
Had friendly with Renegades. match was pretty easy. last trainings for the 17s. ): will really miss this team, such fantastic people. so glad i got to know every single one of them. :)gotta shop for farewell presents soon. and can't wait for Wednesday! :D dinner dinner dinner!
Spirits were kinda low after the match. maybe bcos of the lack of sleep which i myself actually doubt so, and luckily i had Reena to talk too. :) shall call her tmr again to relieve the anger within us. haha. then went to play pool with Grala, Jodine and Pet. met like Ven and Greg there. haha then me and Jodine decided to go to East Coast for the beach. but realising that it was a rainy day and it wouldn't be such a ideal place to go, we headed to Kallang again in the end. had a small talk though. :) at least i feel so much better now. then went to meet mama to eat and home now.
After these feelings have been tortured, they'll soon become numb and very very soon, i don't think i'll be affected by it anymore. gosh, i need to talk to someone now! =l
Let's just say, i'm dead beat. from the past two days i've been out early in the morning and back late at night. tired out but glad my neck's feeling so much better. :)
Went to school on Friday, cos my mum thought i was missing out too much on lessons. then stayed back to help paint the wall and my, i was melting in the sun! haha damn hot please then headed home ta change for drama night. went to Celeste's house to meet her then went to SJI. got lost cos taxi driver was just driving aroung aimlessly hoping to find the word SJI somewhere, and the fare came up to like 12 bucks. luckily he charged us lesser or else he would be like found dead in some ulu street or something. okay i was kidding.
Concert wasn't that fantastic, but the last part was freaking scandalous. ;P haha was quite entertaining. then went town to eat before heading home to sleep.
Had friendly with Renegades. match was pretty easy. last trainings for the 17s. ): will really miss this team, such fantastic people. so glad i got to know every single one of them. :)gotta shop for farewell presents soon. and can't wait for Wednesday! :D dinner dinner dinner!
Spirits were kinda low after the match. maybe bcos of the lack of sleep which i myself actually doubt so, and luckily i had Reena to talk too. :) shall call her tmr again to relieve the anger within us. haha. then went to play pool with Grala, Jodine and Pet. met like Ven and Greg there. haha then me and Jodine decided to go to East Coast for the beach. but realising that it was a rainy day and it wouldn't be such a ideal place to go, we headed to Kallang again in the end. had a small talk though. :) at least i feel so much better now. then went to meet mama to eat and home now.
After these feelings have been tortured, they'll soon become numb and very very soon, i don't think i'll be affected by it anymore. gosh, i need to talk to someone now! =l
28 July 2005, 9:01 PM
That's right baby;
I'm going crazy.
RAHH. NECK PAIN GO AWAY PLEASE. :'(
Went ta school in the morning but headed home again after assembly. neck ache sucks. ): i'm feeling disabled. thanks to Beitris and Celeste that they brought me down the hill. <3
then went ta see the doctor but wasn't opened. my grandma's the sweetest thing. :) she's so caring. then headed home to eat lunch, and slept all the way till the evening. so i doubt i'll be able to sleep tonight. and got a massage today. neck's better in the afternoon but now, its hurting even more. sigh hope the pain subsides so i can go to school tomorrow and for drama night.
I PRAY FOR EVERYONE WHO'S ILL
INCLUDING PET FOR HER ANKLE
AND ME
TO HEAL FASTER
AMEN.
And to those lovely messages sent by the sweetest people on earth, love you guys to bits! :D and i somehow or rather don't look forward to the weekends now. HAHA.
BYE.
I'm going crazy.
RAHH. NECK PAIN GO AWAY PLEASE. :'(
Went ta school in the morning but headed home again after assembly. neck ache sucks. ): i'm feeling disabled. thanks to Beitris and Celeste that they brought me down the hill. <3
then went ta see the doctor but wasn't opened. my grandma's the sweetest thing. :) she's so caring. then headed home to eat lunch, and slept all the way till the evening. so i doubt i'll be able to sleep tonight. and got a massage today. neck's better in the afternoon but now, its hurting even more. sigh hope the pain subsides so i can go to school tomorrow and for drama night.
I PRAY FOR EVERYONE WHO'S ILL
INCLUDING PET FOR HER ANKLE
AND ME
TO HEAL FASTER
AMEN.
And to those lovely messages sent by the sweetest people on earth, love you guys to bits! :D and i somehow or rather don't look forward to the weekends now. HAHA.
BYE.
25 July 2005, 7:10 PM
Bring it down;
I've learnt something new today, and that is
NEVER EAT AT BILLY BOMBERS.
seriously, their attitude sucks. don't wna talk about it, made me waste my money. gosh, worst meal evr too. >:(
Training tomorrow! ): but yay we get to miss the first part becuase we have Chemistry practical. it saves the day. :) hees.
But then thinking of the packed schedule i have for the week brings down the spirits. coffee overload time.
My dad is being a fucking bastard now.
I've learnt something new today, and that is
NEVER EAT AT BILLY BOMBERS.
seriously, their attitude sucks. don't wna talk about it, made me waste my money. gosh, worst meal evr too. >:(
Training tomorrow! ): but yay we get to miss the first part becuase we have Chemistry practical. it saves the day. :) hees.
But then thinking of the packed schedule i have for the week brings down the spirits. coffee overload time.
My dad is being a fucking bastard now.
24 July 2005, 5:10 PM
I'm lifting the world up upon my shoulders.
So school starts tomrrow. )):
Had 17s training in the morning. and cos roads were closed near the Padang, quite some time was wasted cos of the longer routes. when i reached there i thought i was at the wrong place! :l could have almost slapped myself. but in the end i saw two familiar faces that saved my life. haha. :)
After training, went for Paula's dad wake. got emotional and stuff. Vivien was the most unstable one. haha. all of them are so strong. no words could express what i had felt then. they were just so brave to face up to the fact that they had lost their lost one.. so why did we had to feel all so sad for them. but about half an hour later, it didn't seem like a wake anymore. we were just talking, eating and laughing away. haha. =P
Played pool with Vivien after that. saw some people there. headed home after that.
Tuition today. more of a talk i guess. has kinda gotten me into a thinking mood. what he siad has really made sense. or am i just guilt stricken. -pout. tried clothes later. my bra didnt match with my outfit! haha concerts are sucha messy issue;
Why has things turned out this way.
So school starts tomrrow. )):
Had 17s training in the morning. and cos roads were closed near the Padang, quite some time was wasted cos of the longer routes. when i reached there i thought i was at the wrong place! :l could have almost slapped myself. but in the end i saw two familiar faces that saved my life. haha. :)
After training, went for Paula's dad wake. got emotional and stuff. Vivien was the most unstable one. haha. all of them are so strong. no words could express what i had felt then. they were just so brave to face up to the fact that they had lost their lost one.. so why did we had to feel all so sad for them. but about half an hour later, it didn't seem like a wake anymore. we were just talking, eating and laughing away. haha. =P
Played pool with Vivien after that. saw some people there. headed home after that.
Tuition today. more of a talk i guess. has kinda gotten me into a thinking mood. what he siad has really made sense. or am i just guilt stricken. -pout. tried clothes later. my bra didnt match with my outfit! haha concerts are sucha messy issue;
Why has things turned out this way.
22 July 2005, 4:49 PM
Promise me;
You'll take my hand and never let me go.
Impossible is just a big word
Thrown around by small men
Who find it easier to live in a world they've been given
Than to explore the power they have to change it.
Impossble is not a fact.
Its an opinion.
Impossible is not a declaration.
Its a dare.
Impossible is potential.
Impossible is temporary.
Impossible is nothing.
For once, we can conclude that i am really bored. Aha, my life's sucha bore.
Really don't feel like talking about ytd. :P no offence though.
EWWW I'M STILL GROSSED OUT BY THAT INCIDENT. :'(
Haven't been in the best of mood lately. just read someone's blog, and that i just realised, how much it hurts to miss someone. ): i feel for her. all the things she does just to get next to the person, but yet that person doesn't seem to give a god damn shit about her. and that someone that i'm talking about is someone whom i know, so i'm stuck in a dilemma now. HELP. putting words into her mouth doesn't seem to be taking effect, and all i can do now is to watch her looking like an idiot, just trying to attract that person's attention but in the end gets so depresed and all. this life is so unfair.
And for me, i wonder. can't really seem to explain how things are now. both are keeping stuff from each other, though i know you know it, so why don't you just admit? is it that difficult just to say those simple words? or are you just faking your way through? ignoring isn't helping, because by doing that, you're pissing me off even more. acting nice? bullshit. no one gives a damn. like you said, let's all face up. you're not even doing that. so what gives you the right to blame me? Even if you may be the best there, but you suck at this. fuck off for now.
You'll take my hand and never let me go.
Impossible is just a big word
Thrown around by small men
Who find it easier to live in a world they've been given
Than to explore the power they have to change it.
Impossble is not a fact.
Its an opinion.
Impossible is not a declaration.
Its a dare.
Impossible is potential.
Impossible is temporary.
Impossible is nothing.
For once, we can conclude that i am really bored. Aha, my life's sucha bore.
Really don't feel like talking about ytd. :P no offence though.
EWWW I'M STILL GROSSED OUT BY THAT INCIDENT. :'(
Haven't been in the best of mood lately. just read someone's blog, and that i just realised, how much it hurts to miss someone. ): i feel for her. all the things she does just to get next to the person, but yet that person doesn't seem to give a god damn shit about her. and that someone that i'm talking about is someone whom i know, so i'm stuck in a dilemma now. HELP. putting words into her mouth doesn't seem to be taking effect, and all i can do now is to watch her looking like an idiot, just trying to attract that person's attention but in the end gets so depresed and all. this life is so unfair.
And for me, i wonder. can't really seem to explain how things are now. both are keeping stuff from each other, though i know you know it, so why don't you just admit? is it that difficult just to say those simple words? or are you just faking your way through? ignoring isn't helping, because by doing that, you're pissing me off even more. acting nice? bullshit. no one gives a damn. like you said, let's all face up. you're not even doing that. so what gives you the right to blame me? Even if you may be the best there, but you suck at this. fuck off for now.
21 July 2005, 8:05 PM
Your every breath;
Raaaaah. haven't been online.
Wednesday was a really fun day. :) though school was boring, but there were friends and other people to cheer you up. -smiles- after school we had a game against this development team from Hong Kong. they were about our age. and the most embarrassing thing happened to me on court! :l no i didn't fall or anything! -.- it shall not be mentioned here and only a few people knew what happened.
Then went for a run around Kallang. Vivien, Jodine and I. :) running like mad cows and i could feel that people were like thinking : "Are these girls mad? " kind of feeling.. ya you know. then after running for quite some time we decided to stop and walk ; because we ate too much before that. haha. scenery was fabulous please! especially the bridge part. :) damn i wna go run again. hehs. then went back to Kallang to wash up. went to eat with Vivien at the market nearby. and she lost her phone in the cab please! :l it was only 3 days old! i feel for her, because i lost my phone not too long ago. gona give her a call later.
Too tired to blog about today. will talk about it some time later.
Raaaaah. haven't been online.
Wednesday was a really fun day. :) though school was boring, but there were friends and other people to cheer you up. -smiles- after school we had a game against this development team from Hong Kong. they were about our age. and the most embarrassing thing happened to me on court! :l no i didn't fall or anything! -.- it shall not be mentioned here and only a few people knew what happened.
Then went for a run around Kallang. Vivien, Jodine and I. :) running like mad cows and i could feel that people were like thinking : "Are these girls mad? " kind of feeling.. ya you know. then after running for quite some time we decided to stop and walk ; because we ate too much before that. haha. scenery was fabulous please! especially the bridge part. :) damn i wna go run again. hehs. then went back to Kallang to wash up. went to eat with Vivien at the market nearby. and she lost her phone in the cab please! :l it was only 3 days old! i feel for her, because i lost my phone not too long ago. gona give her a call later.
Too tired to blog about today. will talk about it some time later.
19 July 2005, 6:30 PM
Why does the world seem so different;
Fucking cold today! :l gosh the weather's killing us. seriously, i now prefer the sun like 56825835 more than the rain. cos when it rains, there's so much to what we can do. my jacket's gona be with me in school throughout the next whole week i guess.. till the rain stops that is.
And i must say, dance during PE was great fun! :) though it was cold cos it was held in the damnce studio, but no one cared about the coldness after that. partnered Alicia, and i was the guy. ;) learned the dance steps, and was quite easy to master. so fun please! kept laughing at each other and keep stepping on people's feet! hahaha can't wait for the next lesson.
I'm surprised, that now seeing me sleep in class is a rare sight! :) just that i'll steal some sleep when the teacher's not around. yes jz keep that up! :D
I'm confused about certain things.
Fucking cold today! :l gosh the weather's killing us. seriously, i now prefer the sun like 56825835 more than the rain. cos when it rains, there's so much to what we can do. my jacket's gona be with me in school throughout the next whole week i guess.. till the rain stops that is.
And i must say, dance during PE was great fun! :) though it was cold cos it was held in the damnce studio, but no one cared about the coldness after that. partnered Alicia, and i was the guy. ;) learned the dance steps, and was quite easy to master. so fun please! kept laughing at each other and keep stepping on people's feet! hahaha can't wait for the next lesson.
I'm surprised, that now seeing me sleep in class is a rare sight! :) just that i'll steal some sleep when the teacher's not around. yes jz keep that up! :D
I'm confused about certain things.
18 July 2005, 10:00 PM
You have made my life better
I don't no how to thank you
You put a smile on my face even after all we go through
You never have once doubted us you've always stood strong
Through the tough times you showwe truly belong
I don't no how to thank you
You put a smile on my face even after all we go through
You never have once doubted us you've always stood strong
Through the tough times you show
, 7:31 PM
Seal it with a kiss;
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY PET ! :D
May all your dreams and wishes come true! :)
Friends forever till the end; <3!
Today's only a Monday and i can't wait for the weekends. ): raaah. can the weekends please come faster. cos this week seems so exciting. :)
Today was fun. :) waited in school for bestie to finish class with Huiyun, Celeste and Mich. oo ooo eye candies! :D -raises eyebrows. hmmm. then they went to buy paint. went ta pizza hut to eat. Dawn was complaining of the service there, damn poor. but was okay la, not that bad. went to walk walk before heading home.
And by the way, did i mention that i am broke. and its only the first day of the week. how pathetic can i get. hurrs.
Should i get a tagboard? Too lazy ta do one now. haha WAIT.
All these seem so virtual, like we so belong with each other.
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY PET ! :D
May all your dreams and wishes come true! :)
Friends forever till the end; <3!
Today's only a Monday and i can't wait for the weekends. ): raaah. can the weekends please come faster. cos this week seems so exciting. :)
Today was fun. :) waited in school for bestie to finish class with Huiyun, Celeste and Mich. oo ooo eye candies! :D -raises eyebrows. hmmm. then they went to buy paint. went ta pizza hut to eat. Dawn was complaining of the service there, damn poor. but was okay la, not that bad. went to walk walk before heading home.
And by the way, did i mention that i am broke. and its only the first day of the week. how pathetic can i get. hurrs.
Should i get a tagboard? Too lazy ta do one now. haha WAIT.
All these seem so virtual, like we so belong with each other.
17 July 2005, 3:50 PM
Bloody tears.
Changed template once again. :) haha am i that bored. muaha.
Tuition today, and man it was tiring. :l beat from those Math questions.
Today's a Sunday, which means school starts tomorrow! :'( yikes i need my sleep!
Speechless.
Changed template once again. :) haha am i that bored. muaha.
Tuition today, and man it was tiring. :l beat from those Math questions.
Today's a Sunday, which means school starts tomorrow! :'( yikes i need my sleep!
Speechless.
16 July 2005, 9:52 PM
memories that i'll hold on forever;
, 7:57 PM
I HATE RAINY DAYS. ):
The rain always spoil almost everything. 17s training was cancelled because of the rain. and i was almost ready to step out of the door when i received the news. :l but in the end had a partner to study with, Jodine. :) haha went to Kallang Macs to study.. but ended up talking, looking at dead flies and ants, cutting up the styrofoam cups. haha did like only one math question. and she just wrote the title of her notes. haha so much for studying.
And the bus is so fucking irritating please. take like forever to come. >:( and the journey to Orchard was like over an hour la, like what the hell. rotting in the bus. lucky i had my music to accompany me throughout the tedious journey. met Celeste to go play pool, billard instead. haha cos no more tables. Ven came shortly after. went home after that cos mum was nagging.
Tuition tomorrow again. :'( see how boring can my life get. always going through the same routines every week. but when i'm lucky, i get to slack sometimes. but that's not the whole point. wonder how long can i last.
Oh and about that issue, its not a matter of who's at fault. its whether we still have the truat in each other. stop saying all those stuff, cos you know its not gonna help.
The rain always spoil almost everything. 17s training was cancelled because of the rain. and i was almost ready to step out of the door when i received the news. :l but in the end had a partner to study with, Jodine. :) haha went to Kallang Macs to study.. but ended up talking, looking at dead flies and ants, cutting up the styrofoam cups. haha did like only one math question. and she just wrote the title of her notes. haha so much for studying.
And the bus is so fucking irritating please. take like forever to come. >:( and the journey to Orchard was like over an hour la, like what the hell. rotting in the bus. lucky i had my music to accompany me throughout the tedious journey. met Celeste to go play pool, billard instead. haha cos no more tables. Ven came shortly after. went home after that cos mum was nagging.
Tuition tomorrow again. :'( see how boring can my life get. always going through the same routines every week. but when i'm lucky, i get to slack sometimes. but that's not the whole point. wonder how long can i last.
Oh and about that issue, its not a matter of who's at fault. its whether we still have the truat in each other. stop saying all those stuff, cos you know its not gonna help.
15 July 2005, 10:08 PM
Broken up ; deep inside.
Nothing much happened today, just that what i wanted to do, and had the energy to do was all wasted. sigh. like when i was all so happy wanting to study, lessons today didn't really seem as boring as the other days. so i just spent the rest of my time sleeping in class. haha.
And another thing was when we wanted to go to Meridien to play pool, attire was damn strict there. so had to keep borrowing clothes here there. in the end, we were okay, but no tables. hanged around there a little while, then went to PS to eat Macs instead. haha see what i mean. -_-
Training tomorrow again. in the morning. Ven i'm not going okay! i don't even know her! haha Kbox soon though yes? :) we'll just see how tomorrow.
Not happy with the way things are now.
What is it that you want? so many things have happened, but we are still at square one. please, do something about it.
Nothing much happened today, just that what i wanted to do, and had the energy to do was all wasted. sigh. like when i was all so happy wanting to study, lessons today didn't really seem as boring as the other days. so i just spent the rest of my time sleeping in class. haha.
And another thing was when we wanted to go to Meridien to play pool, attire was damn strict there. so had to keep borrowing clothes here there. in the end, we were okay, but no tables. hanged around there a little while, then went to PS to eat Macs instead. haha see what i mean. -_-
Training tomorrow again. in the morning. Ven i'm not going okay! i don't even know her! haha Kbox soon though yes? :) we'll just see how tomorrow.
Not happy with the way things are now.
What is it that you want? so many things have happened, but we are still at square one. please, do something about it.
14 July 2005, 7:25 PM
I'm barely hanging on.
The bee sting hurts. :'( maybe partly because it got kind of infected, and thanks to Celeste Lee that its hurting more than its supposed too. :P
In school was such a bore. and the most torturing part was when you so want to sleep but you are forced not too. the feeling sucks. especially the part when you have to keep your eyes wide open. and yes, the tape on foot binding was the worst. :l like what the fuck man, what were they thinking during those times. so unglam.
Went out later. Celeste, Hui Shian, Michelle and Beitris. Nat and Izza joined us later. ate at Gallieo friends and talked away. kept laughing please, so hilarious. then went to burger King where we had to do the dares. so maluating please. shan't bother to explain it further. haha then now i'm back home, think i'll be seeing a doctor eh.
Tomorrow's Friday, the best part of school. waha. cos weekend's nearing. :D
Want a hint? my favourite song, currently, is on the blog. :)
The bee sting hurts. :'( maybe partly because it got kind of infected, and thanks to Celeste Lee that its hurting more than its supposed too. :P
In school was such a bore. and the most torturing part was when you so want to sleep but you are forced not too. the feeling sucks. especially the part when you have to keep your eyes wide open. and yes, the tape on foot binding was the worst. :l like what the fuck man, what were they thinking during those times. so unglam.
Went out later. Celeste, Hui Shian, Michelle and Beitris. Nat and Izza joined us later. ate at Gallieo friends and talked away. kept laughing please, so hilarious. then went to burger King where we had to do the dares. so maluating please. shan't bother to explain it further. haha then now i'm back home, think i'll be seeing a doctor eh.
Tomorrow's Friday, the best part of school. waha. cos weekend's nearing. :D
Want a hint? my favourite song, currently, is on the blog. :)
13 July 2005, 9:48 PM
Reality check.
Y I K E S. =l
Guess what happened. my worst nightmare. a big insect ( as big as my hand! ), invaded into our room! my gosh black in colour and at first i thought it was a bird. so disgusting. took like half an hour to get rid of it but when my uncle came up, he only took three seconds to remove it away. -_-
Two trainings today. school one was as shit as ever. 17s was quite fun. :) got stinged by a bee please. damn pain la, but injections so much worse trust me. hope it doesn't get infected. and Jodine keeps calling me the beeman. went to eat at Prata Cafe. kept taking pictures but ended up erasing em. Aha. my prata was like for the three year olds to eat. so unappealing.
Big pimple right smack in the middle of my forehead! fucking irritating!
Changed blogskin once again. :) haha bored. but i lost some memories while editing the template. :(
Not much time left now, gotta rush through my SS test now. wish me luck guys.
Y I K E S. =l
Guess what happened. my worst nightmare. a big insect ( as big as my hand! ), invaded into our room! my gosh black in colour and at first i thought it was a bird. so disgusting. took like half an hour to get rid of it but when my uncle came up, he only took three seconds to remove it away. -_-
Two trainings today. school one was as shit as ever. 17s was quite fun. :) got stinged by a bee please. damn pain la, but injections so much worse trust me. hope it doesn't get infected. and Jodine keeps calling me the beeman. went to eat at Prata Cafe. kept taking pictures but ended up erasing em. Aha. my prata was like for the three year olds to eat. so unappealing.
Big pimple right smack in the middle of my forehead! fucking irritating!
Changed blogskin once again. :) haha bored. but i lost some memories while editing the template. :(
Not much time left now, gotta rush through my SS test now. wish me luck guys.
12 July 2005, 7:33 PM
Ni ku zhe shuo
tong hua li dou shi pian ren de.
So nice right? :)
kinda missed the sunset.
thinking of how once, i got to watch it with someone special.
man, that feeling's nostalgic.
School was draggy today.
Nothing much, just that training was cancelled.
YAYNESS. :D
so there's training tomorrow. :(
but we can get to leave early. :)
HAHAHA.
went to play pool after school.
but guess what?
police came while we were waiting for tables.
zao like hell. haha.
so we didn't get to play.
D A M N.
talked and yakked away.
Tomorrow is going to be a happy day. :D
though there's training and all to pull me down, but getting to see someone makes me care about nothing no more. :)
love you yes. =D
That fucking bitch is getting on my nerves.
James Blunt
YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL
My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.
tong hua li dou shi pian ren de.
So nice right? :)
kinda missed the sunset.
thinking of how once, i got to watch it with someone special.
man, that feeling's nostalgic.
School was draggy today.
Nothing much, just that training was cancelled.
YAYNESS. :D
so there's training tomorrow. :(
but we can get to leave early. :)
HAHAHA.
went to play pool after school.
but guess what?
police came while we were waiting for tables.
zao like hell. haha.
so we didn't get to play.
D A M N.
talked and yakked away.
Tomorrow is going to be a happy day. :D
though there's training and all to pull me down, but getting to see someone makes me care about nothing no more. :)
love you yes. =D
That fucking bitch is getting on my nerves.
James Blunt
YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL
My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
I will never be with you.
11 July 2005, 8:57 PM
Stand up.
Yes now i can use the computer. at last.
Last week was so happening. lots of stuff happened. let me list the major events.
Game on Wednesday. against ms Chen's team. haha she tried bribing us by buying us food do that we'll let her team win. haha that trick didn't work on us. we won them yay! 65 to 29. everyone was on fire, played exceptionally well on that day, maybe because that was our last official game together. :( gona miss this team hell lots.
Another game on Friday. against this Australian team from Sacred Heart College. game was okay. won them though. :) 35 - 20. they're so nice. exchanged emails and stuff. talked alot and got to know alot better. well, at least we knew their names. haha. :P
Today is damn boring. Monday blues. BORING. :'( 4 more days ta go. and training tomorrow will be cancelled. yayness. :) can get to leave early on Wednesday then. hees.
Just can't stand this.
Yes now i can use the computer. at last.
Last week was so happening. lots of stuff happened. let me list the major events.
Game on Wednesday. against ms Chen's team. haha she tried bribing us by buying us food do that we'll let her team win. haha that trick didn't work on us. we won them yay! 65 to 29. everyone was on fire, played exceptionally well on that day, maybe because that was our last official game together. :( gona miss this team hell lots.
Another game on Friday. against this Australian team from Sacred Heart College. game was okay. won them though. :) 35 - 20. they're so nice. exchanged emails and stuff. talked alot and got to know alot better. well, at least we knew their names. haha. :P
Today is damn boring. Monday blues. BORING. :'( 4 more days ta go. and training tomorrow will be cancelled. yayness. :) can get to leave early on Wednesday then. hees.
Just can't stand this.
04 July 2005, 4:49 PM
Life is white;
and i am black.
I'm so glad today's a holiday. :D at least we get to relax before school starts tommorrow. don't think i'll be going for the farewell. its too far. :( sorry guys. might be sending her off at the airport though.
Had tuition today. and after that, i walked all the way home. yes, me myself and i can't believe it too. =D haha but i felt like moving my legs so i did it. a great accomplishment. Aha. am i so proud of myself. :D i saved money, lost some weight but wasted my time. haha and i baked cookies. :) why am i like that today. hoho. guess i'm suffering from withdrawal symptons. :(
Glad everything's okay now. :)
Did some reflections today.
About friendships, relationships, everything.
About how i felt towards someone.
How i didn't think of my friends.
Realised that i'm a rather selfish person.
Be it, whatever.
Gosh.
Think i need to go for confessions soon.
:l
and i am black.
I'm so glad today's a holiday. :D at least we get to relax before school starts tommorrow. don't think i'll be going for the farewell. its too far. :( sorry guys. might be sending her off at the airport though.
Had tuition today. and after that, i walked all the way home. yes, me myself and i can't believe it too. =D haha but i felt like moving my legs so i did it. a great accomplishment. Aha. am i so proud of myself. :D i saved money, lost some weight but wasted my time. haha and i baked cookies. :) why am i like that today. hoho. guess i'm suffering from withdrawal symptons. :(
Glad everything's okay now. :)
Did some reflections today.
About friendships, relationships, everything.
About how i felt towards someone.
How i didn't think of my friends.
Realised that i'm a rather selfish person.
Be it, whatever.
Gosh.
Think i need to go for confessions soon.
:l
03 July 2005, 8:48 PM
I have to accept the truth and that is;
I can never be with you.
Had 17s training in the morning yesterday. and my, the sun was killing us. :l lucky Ms Chen bought for us 100 plus. it was a life saver. :) haha wasn't really a happy training.
After that, few of us stoned and talk before going to change. suppose to study with Jodine. first, we were deciding where to eat. she wanted to eat at Newton but when we reach there we realised it was close. yes, so we took a bus to town and went to Taka to eat. met Ziying and Eenian there. and there was a pea fight. Aha. then we left. went to walk around cos we didn't know where to study. and while walking and window shopping, we saw plenty of people in town. haha then we decided to study at Yoshinoya at Cineleisure. she was suppose to teach me Physics and Amath. but she hated the topic for physics so we didn't do it. so there was Amath. but the best part was, both of us forgot to bring our calculaters! mad know i tell you. and we were doing circular measurements.. with the sin cos tan thing and all. so smart. and in the end we only did 3 questions without calculating. most of the time we did were just talking and laughing and suaning each other. hahaha and her reaction is damn slow please! saw like cockroaches ( yuck! ) and we vandalised the wall. Aha. then just kept walking and walking looking at stuff we wna buy and eat. and we found a nice place near Wisma where its so quiet and relaxing. :) spent about half and hour there talking and kicking our slippers agianst the wall. hahaha. was damn fun please. and the way we talked, was really self - entertaining. then later i went home while she went to watch badminton matches with her mum.
Then at night i went to watch Initial D again. and say, i wasn't bored at all! :) though i knew the storyboard and all, but it was still as nice as ever. :D but i reached home at about 12, so late. :( then went to sleep after that.
Will be having tuition tomorrow. damn,so boring. :l might be going for farewell later in the evening.
And had a talk with Bestie a few days ago. talked about everything, about how we felt towards a certain person and how to resolve it. and about netball and stuff. bitching and gossiping. haha. was really fun talking to her again. :) glad she felt so much better after talking. and yes, that someone was damn irritaing on a certain day. still tolerable ( is there such a word? ) , but i assume that sooner or later, things will eventually go out of hand.
And i apologise, to two certain people.
for maybe not understanding about how they felt.
S O R R Y.
Itried to go on like i never knew you.
I can never be with you.
Had 17s training in the morning yesterday. and my, the sun was killing us. :l lucky Ms Chen bought for us 100 plus. it was a life saver. :) haha wasn't really a happy training.
After that, few of us stoned and talk before going to change. suppose to study with Jodine. first, we were deciding where to eat. she wanted to eat at Newton but when we reach there we realised it was close. yes, so we took a bus to town and went to Taka to eat. met Ziying and Eenian there. and there was a pea fight. Aha. then we left. went to walk around cos we didn't know where to study. and while walking and window shopping, we saw plenty of people in town. haha then we decided to study at Yoshinoya at Cineleisure. she was suppose to teach me Physics and Amath. but she hated the topic for physics so we didn't do it. so there was Amath. but the best part was, both of us forgot to bring our calculaters! mad know i tell you. and we were doing circular measurements.. with the sin cos tan thing and all. so smart. and in the end we only did 3 questions without calculating. most of the time we did were just talking and laughing and suaning each other. hahaha and her reaction is damn slow please! saw like cockroaches ( yuck! ) and we vandalised the wall. Aha. then just kept walking and walking looking at stuff we wna buy and eat. and we found a nice place near Wisma where its so quiet and relaxing. :) spent about half and hour there talking and kicking our slippers agianst the wall. hahaha. was damn fun please. and the way we talked, was really self - entertaining. then later i went home while she went to watch badminton matches with her mum.
Then at night i went to watch Initial D again. and say, i wasn't bored at all! :) though i knew the storyboard and all, but it was still as nice as ever. :D but i reached home at about 12, so late. :( then went to sleep after that.
Will be having tuition tomorrow. damn,
And had a talk with Bestie a few days ago. talked about everything, about how we felt towards a certain person and how to resolve it. and about netball and stuff. bitching and gossiping. haha. was really fun talking to her again. :) glad she felt so much better after talking. and yes, that someone was damn irritaing on a certain day. still tolerable ( is there such a word? ) , but i assume that sooner or later, things will eventually go out of hand.
And i apologise, to two certain people.
for maybe not understanding about how they felt.
S O R R Y.
I
01 July 2005, 8:27 PM
See myself through your eyes.
Celebrated Youth day in school today. wasn't exactly very boring, because i saw some eyecandies. :) heehee. started off with mass as usual. quite okay, luckily it wasn't that hot like before. the disco was thought to be a failure, but who expected it, it was quite fun after all. :) seeing people dance which standing at the big fan blowing our lungs out. hahaha.
Went to eat Seoul garden after that with Ven, Sherlyn, Huiyun and Celeste. ate till we wanted to die. damn filling please. hoho. which we went to play pool after that. till about 6 plus when i went home cos i was too tired. my eyes was just telling me to go home and sleep. haha. but when i came home and took a shower i'm feeling so much energetic now. :) haha. and yes, quite sick of pool now. haha and did i mention the whole of IJ was in Monstercue. HAHA.
She's not a role model after all.
After all, i always regarded her as a bitch.
Celebrated Youth day in school today. wasn't exactly very boring, because i saw some eyecandies. :) heehee. started off with mass as usual. quite okay, luckily it wasn't that hot like before. the disco was thought to be a failure, but who expected it, it was quite fun after all. :) seeing people dance which standing at the big fan blowing our lungs out. hahaha.
Went to eat Seoul garden after that with Ven, Sherlyn, Huiyun and Celeste. ate till we wanted to die. damn filling please. hoho. which we went to play pool after that. till about 6 plus when i went home cos i was too tired. my eyes was just telling me to go home and sleep. haha. but when i came home and took a shower i'm feeling so much energetic now. :) haha. and yes, quite sick of pool now. haha and did i mention the whole of IJ was in Monstercue. HAHA.
She's not a role model after all.
After all, i always regarded her as a bitch.
